week 8 diary > the masked shopper

I did overcome my fear and went into a shop, wearing a mask and gloves. I didn’t like that shopping experience but at least I got what was on my list, mainly cleaning stuff. Not that we didn’t have any… I was surprised that almost nobody was wearing a mask and/or gloves. I continued also making masks and have now find a way to make them bendy around the nose thanks to all the experimenters who share openly on YouTube. Just like this one.
This week, the Government’s message changed… apparently we have to be alert. But I am actually alarmed. Alarmed by how the pandemic seems to spread quietly around the country… We can now meet one person from another household. I had such a request and decided to be there to make sure distances were kept. Not that I didn’t trust, but my fear was bigger and guided my decision. A date with the mummy police watching.
Making further progress with my story writing (for the storydress). I have actually started enjoying injecting my imagination into the authentic experience as remembered and retold to me by my parents, in snippets. My mum’s side of the story is now ready, the first draft, I mean, and I can not only see my mum in there but also myself. I think at times I have been playful in my approach despite the fact that the story is traumatic. I like the ideas I have come up to tie things together and will be asking a friend soon, to read it and tell me their honest opinion. I noticed when I read the other day a section to Adam, that I was at the same time tidying up my sentences. I shared two paragraphs with him, one that made me smile and one that made me cry. Is this a sign of a good story? I definitely could and did connect with the story, but would other readers do as well?
Marking has began. And while I enjoy reading the FLEX submissions and providing feedback, I think it takes me longer to read as I find the work fascinating and can see how the module has been useful for my colleagues. I suggested to a few of them already to consider writing up their work, for publication, as there are some real gems in there worth sharing more widely. Many of the submissions are directly link to teaching during the pandemic and the sudden transition. Really interesting what they say and how they have dealt with the changes. I am collecting the key themes that are coming out of these… another reason why it takes me so long to mark this work… While I am still marking and will be for a while, our new FLEX iterations have started and today is our orientation session. Many colleagues have already posted their introductions in our Moodle area and also said hello in our community. I am grateful to our mentors, colleagues who have completed FLEX for helping this term. Let’s see how the redesign of Moodle also works.
I carry a story in my head for some weeks now. Not started writing it down. My priority is the longer story I am working on at the moment for my final MA project. I seem to have found a writing rhythm. Early in the morning, for just 30 mins maximum, before work, when my brain is fresh and has ideas. I had started writing about this earlier in the post. Now I seem to be back to this. I am looking forward to my early mornings and the writing surprises it will bring. As I am starting to write my dad’s side of the story, I need to give his character a unique voice, a personality, mannerism, and apply this throughout. My next challenge. Will I be able to do this? And will I be able to do this well?
Inspired by the above I decided to create a family picture on plywood. Looking at the outline on the black background, I can actually see it working, without faces, without colour. Just a few white lines. So I decided to use this approach.
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Less is more? Also in art? It will therefore be different from all my other colourful paintings that decorate our kitchen and dining area, which I made when the boys were little.
My plans are growing in the garden and indoors and we are trying our luck with silver clay. I have been avoiding this for some time as it seems too complicated. I have also started making my own creams.
Stay safe!

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